When the going gets Tough

Ooh where to start? Maybe I'd best put you out of your misery re The Tough Ten.  Well I did it and it was fine.  There.  Makes for a boring blog though, doesn't it?  Actually I'll tell you exactly how it was.  First of all I suddenly developed late-onset ability denial or LOAD.  I just made that syndrome up.  Basically I thought I was feeling alright about it all when all of a sudden out of the blue I panicked.  I thought about how it had been ages since I'd done a hilly run (not so) and how I hadn't really done a long distance in one go because I was doing all my long run run/walk sessions with S (what are you talking about you blethering idiot? - miles are miles!).  So I did what any sane-minded woman would do and lazed about in a deep bubbly hot bath with Ian Rankin ('s latest bestseller). Come the day itself I felt slightly stressed because my son and husband were supposed to be manning one of the water stations and suddenly we were up to our necks in massive water containers.  Plus all the logistics of picking up Scouts etc.  Personally, when I'm supposed to be doing a race that I'm dreading and for which my only other experience was sheer purgatory, I'd appreciate a bit more of a Zen-like atmosphere.

The race was brilliantly organised.  By sheer good fortune, as I entered the parking field I was told to start another line and so I ended up right near HQ.  Yippee.  Not so far to stagger afterwards.  Race number and timing chip picked up and affixed?  Tick.  Plenty of friendly faces?  Tick.  Off we ambled to the start line.  The next thing I knew - we were off.  No going back.  All I could think about was going very slowly and so gradually I slipped to the back.  Excellent.  Just the way I like it.  I could see my pals ahead of me.  Our club vest is very distinctive. First of all and as usual it all feels pretty rubbish.  This is where you have to remind yourself that it will pass and that soon you will feel much better.  The urge to stop and go off and do something much more enjoyable is almost overwhelming at this point.

However I'm no quitter so I stuck at it. I was having a very nice time chatting to J who is lovely chap and an absolute inspiration as he is still running in his seventies. At one point he asked me if I would turn round and see if I could see another old chap we had passed.  This must be the one and only time I have ever turned round and looked behind me in a race. It felt most strange.  I couldn't see him and J was well pleased as his only goal in this race was to come in ahead of him! Hah! Still we trotted on and then eventually I caught up with my pals.  By this time the hills had started up and I knew that I had to face my demons because it was after one of these hills last year that I lost it and ended up walking amongst all the discarded gel packets and water bottles. I even saw a fallen jelly baby.  Green it was, its face twisted in a silent scream.  Yikes, I was right back there for a moment.  Anyway, the hills - what you have to do is find your rhythm and then just hang in there.  Do not look up! If you look up when you are really struggling and discover there is even more to the hill than you first thought ... disaster.  Do not do it I tell you.  Of course sometimes it's not advisable to look up at all. As I discovered when I did it and realised that I could see runners way up ahead of me.  And by 'way up' I mean 'way up in the air going up a mahoosive hill that I had yet to scale'! Not good for the ol' motivation really.  But what really helped was knowing that some of our brilliant club members were marshaling and that sooner or later I would see their smiling faces.  When that happened it was brilliant! What a surge of renewed  happiness.  Also having three water stations was very welcome indeed.  Plus since it was quite a warm day it was good to have the chance to douse myself with some water round the back of the neck and over the bonce. The only slight jitter was when I had got up a hill thinking it was the one I had been dreading and then realised it was yet to come.  Eek.  Serves me right for basking in a spot of self-congratulation and smugness before the job was truly done.

All in all me and K cantered along together through thick and thin and finally we entered the home straight.  I had picked up speed but alas the course started to rise again.  Curses! It was not far but it was enough to put a spoke in my so-called downhill finish and so I gazed wistfully at the soles of K's running shoes as she headed off.  Result?  I came in at almost 13 minutes faster than last year! Who hoo! Whe-hay! And various other celebratory shrieks and goal celebrations. A T-shirt.  Not long-sleeved this time alas but what the hey.  A tasty bacon roll and a post-race massage.  Fantastic! So there you go.  A wonderful experience this time.  And the moral of the story my friends?  It is, naturally...

If at first you don't succeed - try, try, try again!

Be afraid...

Cue  O Fortuna ... yes it's nearly here... I'm talking about (in the Big Brother announcer voice) THE TOUGH TEN!  This Saturday at 10am.  You may recall my now legendary description of the horrors I suffered in this race last year. I even had nightmares about it BEFORE I ran it. ''It will be fine" they said.  ''You'll be fine'' they said.  It wasn't and I wasn't.  Somehow everything conspired to go disastrously wrong.  I hadn't trained enough for it, I wasn't properly prepared, it was a roastingly hot day and I went off too fast.  In fact today I was just reflecting on the fact that good races don't teach you anything.  If you have a good race and get a great time then you feel fantastic.  But usually you don't know why you did so well.  Last week I did a brilliant parkrun and got my fastest 5k time ever at 27.12.  It was awesome but I've no idea how I did it and I'm not sure I could repeat it let alone better it. On the other hand I have two bad races under my belt and I have learnt so much from both of them. I know now that I need to start steady even if it means being last, I know that I perform poorly in the heat and I need to make allowances for that. I know that I need to take on fluid and nutrition on 10+ mile runs. I know that nobody else expects as much of me as I do of myself and that sometimes I will have a bad run and that's all there is to it.  I also know that I will finish a race no matter what  and that taking part at all is still a source of great pride to me as I remember where I've come from.  And here endeth the lesson according to St Leggy.

On to more good news.  I ran with my friend S and did 18 miles of a 3 min run/ 1 min walk strategy and it was brilliant.  The fact that I could do that, although I hadn't run more than 13 miles in one go since the marathon, was a huge boost to me. Nearly crippled my feet though and I have a residual niggle in my left heel even now.  In fact today I was marmalised by Mick and I gave an impressive range of gargoyle impersonations as he found out exactly where my aches and pains were.  One moment I was chatting away brightly and the next minute I was completely silent and doing my best to deep breathe and not shriek in a dogwhistle manner.  I will now be taking it very easy ahead of the race.  I'd like to do it justice and of course I have unfinished business with this course. Nevertheless what it doesn't realise is that I completed the Ferriby 10 in January in howling wintry conditions.  Plus did a marathon, plus ran double laps of the Croxby course twice, plus have done the Six Peaks of Caistor on a number of occasions.

So do your worst my friend - I am a very different beast this time around!

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Two crawls and a creep

Yes I'm back on the blog and it's been a long long time.  I have been running though, have no fear! I got slightly sidetracked a couple of months ago due to an unexpected item in the bagging area - to whit - a naked man on one of our races.  Yes you are as surprised as I was.  Basically I was running the two lap version of a very hilly local race when I and a friend happened upon, what turned out to be, a weirdo.  A bit of discussion later and it seemed that he had done this quite a few times round the course as he targeted women on their own.  It really is quite unbelievable!  There were at least a hundred people on the race and it is an extremely tough and very remote route.  So that was all a bit disconcerting and it certainly stopped me running on my own for a while.  A few weeks later I did the race again and it certainly preyed on my mind throughout.  Fortunately he has now been arrested and charged so no need to worry quite so much now but it's amazing how vulnerable you can be made to feel.

Moving on in to July and our Sting in the Tail 10k.  It went very well this year and I got my best time yet so I was chuffed.  Though it is a challenging race I managed to stay in control throughout this time round.  I still can't imagine doing it in less than an hour though.

Recently I have a very good spell in the running stakes.  I can run faster and for longer at that pace so that's a bonus.  I did another local 5 mile race and managed to knock 5 mins off my time last year! Then at the club we did a time trial and I estimated my finish time to within 20 seconds.   Oh yes! Plus I got a PB at our local parkrun so fingers crossed  long may it continue.

For the past two weeks I have been on holiday in Cromer, Norfolk.  It has been fantastic! Nonstop sunshine.  I can't remember the last time I had such a great holiday in the UK.  All this despite sleeping in a tent with my 13 year old son. I was quadruple-bagged - a silk bag inside a sleeping bag inside a tent inside an awning.  Hah! For some reason I was awake ridiculously early every day.  Why?  Who gets up earlier on their holidays than they do normally?  No-one that's who! And yet there I was at 5.30am and 6am wide awake. So on two occasions I went for a run.  Once I went on a 7 mile run and ran from the campsite down to the coast and all along the seafront and round the town and back.  It was glorious.  So peaceful and quiet and the sea looked so blue and calm. The added bonus is that two of my sisters are running now too.  In fact we all ran at Sheringham Parkrun which was brilliant although I'm a bit amazed that the parkrun in Norfolk is hillier than the one here.  What are the chances of that? I can't escape the hills!

The Man from Hibaldstow - he say yes!

Gosh how many weeks have gone by?  I've been very slack with my blog.  Truth be told I've had some very mixed feelings about my running but I'm still out there.

First of all the North Lincolnshire Half Marathon on 4 July.  Well I was awaiting the opinion of my esteemed sports therapist on my knee situation and the upshot was that he reckoned there was nothing to worry about, just tight muscles in the thigh. So armed with that info I merrily went ahead.  Naturally the knee started to play up 2 miles into the race.  So the quandary of whether it was going to get worse and whether I'd have to pull out.  In the end I just gritted my teeth and carried on regardless.  Had quite a hilarious time gassing to a chap dressed as Darth Maul complete with light saber which was switched on and brandished every time we passed spectators.  And you think running with a water bottle in your hand is tricky? He has suffered kidney cancer and lost a kidney and is running for Pancreatic Cancer so that just about put my knee trouble into perspective.  The race is flat so that was a relief but it was still the furthest I had run since the marathon so I was feeling a little bit  nervous.  Then I spotted Scunny Bunny the Scunthorpe United mascot in the distance and who wouldn't want to run up to a fluffy bunny eh?  Last year I had marshalled this race and I knew the long straight at the end so when I was approaching it I knew how far was left.  I'm not sure if that helped! Anyway you can't beat a finish into a football stadium with members of your club cheering you in and your name announced over the tannoy as you cross the line.  What a feeling! And a PB of 02:14:19 to boot.

A mere week later and it was the Beverley 10k.  Though the weather had been bright and dry the previous week now it was cold and wet! Plus I woke up feeling like I was getting a cold.  Not a good way to start.  The race starts in the town itself and then heads out to the countryside before looping back. It was undulating initially before heading downhill for the last half of the race. The initial hills felt very tough but it was nice to know there were no more to come. Ten minutes before the end the heavens opened and everyone was completely drenched! My time wasn't the best but the second half was the fastest 5k I had ever run so that made me feel great!

Since then I have been running with the club and also running with other ladies, particularly the ones who are intending to do the marathon at Chester on 5 October.  A variety of hill runs, intervals and long runs are keeping me in the loop.  Long may it continue!

Going backwards

Well not really.  It's just that I did a half-marathon last weekend and I'll do a 10k this weekend so it seems that I'm halving my distances since the marathon. But as all mathematicians know, that means at that rate I'm never going to get to zero so that's OK. At this point some uber-geek is going to interrupt to prove me wrong.  Please don't bother otherwise you will be treated to a hard stare and a clean pair of heels.

I've been having a mixed time of it lately.  Over a week ago I was merrily scampering along with a couple of friends when all of a sudden a pain started up down my right knee. Strange? I thought.  I must say that I have been blessed with good fortune over the two and a half years I have been running.  I haven't had any problems re knees at all.  Or much else to complain about really.  Unlike the poor souls kinesthetic-taped up to the eyeballs, legs like beribboned maypoles. Mind you I wouldn't mind taping the sides of my jaws to my temples to create a cheap facelift effect, might have a beneficial effect on the race photos. Anyway there was a definite pain there.  Naturally I ignored it and went out running with the beginners at the club that night.  So the pain started up again 3 miles in. Not good.  That weekend the club had a weekend in Norfolk which was so good that I couldn't possibly go into it here, it would take AGES! Anyway on the Saturday we ran along the gorgeous Norfolk coast and guess what?  Yes the knee started moaning again at about 5 miles in. I had an appointment with The Marmaliser the following Friday and a half marathon on the Sunday so it seemed to best just to stay off the running completely. I was a bit concerned about the half marathon because I wasn't sure how that would feel anyway and now with a possible injury...  yikes it didn't bear thinking about.  So I spent the week rolling around the floor and attempting stretches and screaming away on the foam roller. I also attempted to plank which is nowhere near as successful as back in January when I was attempting The Plank Challenge.  This is where, over a month, you progress from 20 seconds planking to 5 mins.  No I didn't do it.  I got up to 1 min 30 over a couple of weeks  but I just couldn't do it for any longer and then I hate to confess I gave up.  Even my previous motivational tool was no use.  That was where, when I was trying to plank for a minute, I decided to do it over the sleeping cat knowing that there was no way I was going to collapse on top of the unfortunate creature no matter how much it hurt.  So much to my boys' horror I was balanced over the snoozing mog and as the seconds ticked by I was starting to sweat and my arms were starting to shake.  It definitely helped me achieve my goal.  I heartily recommend it.  And let me reassure you no cats were harmed in this exercise.

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Je ne regrette rien...

Here it is at last the definitive report on my marathon.  Best thing I have ever done.   So far of course.  Never say never and all that.

Wow what can I say?  Words fail me.  Though not for long of course, I have got a blog to write after all.  As you know the marathon training was long and torturous.  It involved many long runs of just me and my iPod (many thanks to Radio 4 at this point – Woman’s Hour and many comedies just about kept me distracted) and several circuits of the local villages including multiple passes of the nice but bemused man in the signalbox.  It involved monthly muscular pounding by Mick the Marmaliser and his ever helpful exercise suggestions.  Also many thanks to Mr Shotblok and Mr Powerade,  my two staples. And of course the help, support and camaraderie of Caistor Running Club who are the very reason I was even able to contemplate doing a marathon in the first place. 

I must say that the final week before a marathon is a very strange place to be.  Strange aches and pains start up where none used to be. You find yourself getting paranoid about illness or the possibility of tripping up and injuring yourself.  The thought of being unable to take part in something which has been such a focus for so many weeks is intolerable.  So of course I suddenly develop a painful back.  I’ve never had problems with my back so why on earth should this be so? Unbelievable.  Still, I reasoned, there were still a few days to go so plenty of chance for it to improve.  Just to be on the safe side I bought a tube of Ibuleve and packed a load of Ibuprofen.  Let’s hear it for 2-(4-isobutylphenyl) propanoic acid! 

Anyway, so to Paris…

We arrive on the Saturday and head off to the Expo to pick up my bib number.  You have to provide your passport, your convocation (a downloaded document that states your name, date of birth, bib no. etc.)  and most importantly your medical certificate. In France you are not allowed to run in a race without a certificate stating there is no reason you should not run. This has to be signed by a doctor and stamped by the medical practice and dated no more than 12 months before the date of the race.  No medical certificate no race – simples.  So imagine my horror when the lady at the Expo desk pointed out that it was dated 2013 instead of 14.  I nearly fainted clean away on the spot.  The doctor's handwriting was so bad I hadn't spotted it, nor my husband nor my daughter who photocopied it for me two days before.  It was done in February and I know how important it is so I still cannot believe it happened. I needed a stiff drink after that scare I can tell you. Thank goodness she took pity on me; goodness knows what my face looked like. Probably if you looked it up on a paint chart it would be somewhere between ‘Foolscap White’ and ‘Filing Cabinet Grey’.

That evening we met L and A from the running club at a pasta chain called Pasta Papa.  Talk about eat your own weight in pasta.  The servings were phenomenal.  You choose the type of pasta you want and then you choose the sauce you want to go with it. Naturally I didn’t choose the seafood sauce – a scoopful of dodgy mussels would soon put paid to three months of training!  Brilliant.  Well and truly carbloaded we opted for an early night.  The marathon was due to start at 8.45am.  Having lost an hour when the clocks changed the previous week we then lost another hour by crossing into France so I was not overly happy at the lack of sleep situation. I retired to bed well and truly basted in Ibuleve because, yes you’ve guessed it the back had not eased after all. I’d also like to point out that it’s a well known fact that you should rest and stay off your legs as much as possible the day before a marathon.  Maybe tanking all around Paris from the airport to the hotel to the Expo and back via the Metro was not such a good idea.  Unavoidable, but all the same my feet felt completely flat and I hadn’t even done the marathon!

The morning of the marathon.   
How early?!! About 5.30am I think.  I was relatively calm which is not like me at all.  I had a pot of porridge I had brought from the UK.  Not quite the same as my usual but what’s a girl to do? Plus I had also brought my squeezy bottle of golden syrup!  And I also had a luxury M&S hot cross bun plus a fruit smoothie.  Oh yes I had been paying great attention to Runners’ World on pre-marathon fuelling.  For once my children had realised the enormity of what lay ahead for me and were being uncharacteristically reasonable about getting up early and out of the hotel by 7.15am.  Yes I said 7.15am.  Madness.  And so off on the Metro to the Arc de Triomphe.  The train was full of runners everyone looking a little nervous.  Then as we exited the Metro at Charles de Gaulle Etoile – whoa! It was incredible.  The amount of people!
Being in the Pink Pen (that’s Pink not Pig) I was at the back and we were all penned in down the Champs Elysees.  I couldn’t even see the start line and the sea of bodies seemed to extend for miles.  There was loud music blaring from the speakers and copious announcements which were incomprehensible.  Partly because they were through a PA system but mainly because they were in French! On our bibs were printed our name and also our nationality so that was quite interesting.  Of course my Union Jack leggings and buff spoke volumes and seemed to be attracting quite a lot of attention so I listened out for mutterings of ‘Le Rosbif!’ but didn’t hear any.  At this point I ran into L and A and also La which was quite miraculous considering the amount of people there.  So we had a little Caistor Running Club moment and a few photos at which point A left us to go to the Yellow pen.  I doubt whether there were any fun runners up there. 

The race started at 8.45am but I didn’t even realise it had started.  We just moved down the road en masse like a massive buffet queue.  I was with L so we chatted away and agreed that we could hardly believe where we were.  The atmosphere was electric.  Of course you had to be very careful where you were putting your feet.  Discarded bottle, clothing, bin liners and other things far too unmentionable but if I were to say to you 2 portaloos per pen and each pen probably had a few thousand in it… And off we went under the green arch and we were on our way.  It was amazing.  Running along with loads of spectators cheering you on and everyone around you just running down the Champs Elysees – what a feeling! Someone called my name and we wondered who they were until I remembered that I had my name on my Stroke Association top.  Of course that meant I was due to run 26.2 miles round Paris with Stroke Katy across my chest so maybe it was a good job they speak another language! Actually, having people shout out your name is very encouraging and motivating as I was soon to find out.  So there we were trotting along pointing out buildings and generally marvelling at how wonderful it all was.  Then I noticed a whole load of red caps on the floor.  They looked like counters.  It turned out that they were bottle tops but all the water had gone and the water station was being packed away!  There were still a couple of tables a bit further on though so all was well. It was great, we spotted my husband and children waving the Lincolnshire flag frantically and shouting for us.  Then we came out into a large square which was pretty impressive.  There were bands and entertainers almost nonstop along the route.  As soon as you had run out of earshot of one thing you could hear the strains of the next thing in the distance.  Percussion bands, rock and roll, jazz, folk music, cheerleaders you name it, it was on the route.  I can’t possibly describe it all but we headed off into the Bois de Vincennes which was very lovely and had a wonderful palace and also a zoo.  At some point I went past the 10k mark so that was good.  Then the next milestone was the half marathon point which was marked with a huge inflatable arch and plenty of celebration.  Then the route headed down along the Seine which was very scenic with pleasure boats heading down river and everyone waving at us crazy runners.  At this point the route went down under several underpasses under the bridges.  As we entered the longest tunnel (1 km of tunnel in fact) I could hear disco music.  Appropriately enough - ‘Le Freak’.  There were disco lights and strobes also disco dancers.  I had a little shoulder shimmy with one lady as I passed.  How bizarre.  The tunnel was pitch black and there were THREE discos in total.  It was like a nightclub down there. I nearly danced round my handbag.  As I exited that tunnel it was 17 miles and my family were there to cheer me on.  I stopped for a few moments; it would seem churlish to go straight past when they were spending all day hanging around for me! My daughter said ‘Mum! What are you smiling for? Nobody is smiling.  You’re doing a marathon for goodness sake’. Hah!

It was a moment of reprieve.  I had spent since the half-marathon moment waiting to get to the 17 mile point because I knew my family would be there. You need these incentives.  After I had left them things started to feel a lot tougher.  My next milestone was the 20 mile point but all of a sudden the miles were starting to drag.  It seems that the tunnels play havoc with your Garmin and so my watch was saying that I had run further than I had.  I thought I was at 18 miles but I wasn’t.  For the first time I started to feel a little bit concerned.  Then the next thing I knew I started to feel a bit sick.  I had been eating Shotbloks every 25 mins or so but I had got confused about when I had taken the last one so it may be that I had been having them a bit more frequently.  That coupled with the Powerade I was sipping all the way suddenly made me feel that I had taken on an awful lot of sweet things and I would still be doing so.  And then I needed the toilet.  Typically the area was very built up at that point and all cafes were shut.  I got increasingly more desperate and then I suddenly spotted a marshal, asked if there were any toilets soon and he pointed out two Portaloos on a neighbouring building site! I had to squeeze through some wire fencing, opened the first door and recoiled in horror.  Put it this way - some poor builder must have turned up to work on Monday morn and got quite a shock.  The second one was OK.  Miraculous.  Anyway it was such a hot day that being in a plastic box with the door shut caused me to boil up.  It occurred to me that I might never be found.  Fortunately I felt a lot better and also slightly smug as I had found a toilet haven of my own. I took the opportunity to adjust my belt bags which kept riding up on to my skin and take off my buff and wrap it round my wrist. When I came out I felt much livelier and merrily joined the throng again.

Did I mention that there were fuel stations at frequent intervals but they had vast quantities of half bananas and quarters of oranges, sugar cubes, raisins and dried banana chips? It was like a huge market stall.  The downside was that there was slippy peel EVERYWHERE.  You had to really watch where you were going and I’m sure there must have been a few casualties.  Talk about Dancing on Ice. 

 Also there were plenty of sponge stations.  Without sponges.  The sponge was in our bags we had picked up at the Expo but we had no idea you were supposed to bring them with you! Had to be satisfied with chucking water over my face and neck.  It was a very warm day. I saw the strangest sights.  A man running in sandals.  Yes flip flops.  A woman bending down to pick a leaf from a bush … then blowing her nose on it and throwing it away! A runner nearly being knocked down by a motorcycle who started threading through the runners in the Bois de Boulogne.  Another runner running into a parked car’s wing mirror. Spongebob Squarepants.  A rhino (who I managed to overtake at the end).  The Macmillan Coffee morning mug who L managed to finish with.  A strange flamingo-thing. 

The scenery along the route was spectacular.  Going along the Seine I could see the Eiffel Tower in the distance.  Then at one point there was a sign saying – Look! It’s the Eiffel Tower! and as you looked to the right there it was in all its magnificence.  It was quite a sobering experience to go though the tunnel of the Pont d’Alma which is where Diana Princess of Wales died. 
All along the route I was getting plenty of support from the crowds.  The Union Jack leggings meant that any English speaking nation’s supporters would roar enthusiastically as I went past.  Even a little French boy shouting ‘Team GB!’  There were plenty of shouts of ‘Allez! Allez!’ too. The last 6 miles were weird and wonderful.  I vacillated (good word) between despair and euphoria and sometimes moments of madness.  At one point I remember thinking 'I think I could be an ultramarathoner'. What the heck?! I think it's because I was feeling alright for most of the race.  I had a really steady start and I really wanted to finish. I couldn't risk anything getting in the way of that so no grand gestures and silly faster pacing that would leave me unable to drag myself the last couple of miles.  During those last 6 miles there were loads of people walking.  Plus a man in tears at the side of the road, wrapped in a gold blanket, draped over his wife.  Lots of people with cramp too.  I ran past a couple and the man was complaining ‘My shoulders are absolutely killing me’.  I found myself running from mile to mile, still enjoying all the bands and drummers. 

As we left the Bois de Boulogne I spotted the gay cheerleaders. I had heard about them so when I saw them I was so pleased that I rushed towards them blowing kisses to which they high-fived me.  The leader in the leopard print leotard grabbed my hand and we highstepped down the road together for a few metres.  Fabulous! If only someone had been there to take a photo.  He was saying ‘Come on, shall we finish this together?’. I wish that had been possible, what a way to cross the finish line with him in his long pink wig, beard and pink stilettos! As it was he wished me ‘Bon courage!’ and let me go.  Not long after that I came across a whole host of clowns representing the Marathon de Medoc (well known for its eating and drinking en route) and they gave me a tot of red wine in a shot glass.  Congratulating me and wishing me well to the finish line.  What a country eh?
And then finally the 26 mile marker was in sight.  Wow what a feeling! Nearly there.  But not quite and oh boy does that 0.2 miles make a difference.  I spotted my husband ‘You’ve done it’ he shouted, ‘it’s just around the corner!  A bit further on, there were my children ‘Go Mum!’ they shrieked and I just felt like bursting into tears.  I could see the Finish and I was running towards it thinking about all that had gone into it. All that was going through my head was “YOU’ll never run a marathon” and I was running to the finish thinking “Is that right?!”

I enjoyed the whole race from beginning to end; I wouldn't have swapped my experience for the world.  Bring on the next one!

And then I joined Caistor Running Club...

and my life changed forever.  Not that I knew it at the time.  Funnily enough there is a swimming connection there too.  After the Race for Life I decided I wanted to continue running.  The problem was, without the incentive of the race I became very uninspired and every time I felt like having a little rest and walking - I did.  So off I would go for a 3 to 4 mile run and during that time I would start walking every time the going got tough, or I got bored, or both. Not good. Fortuitously, that summer I spotted a photograph in our local paper.  A new running club had started in our local town and who should be grinning out of the photo but someone in my swimming class.  I kept the page.   I emailed the contact name and tentatively asked if I could come along.  They were very encouraging and yet I was too afraid to go.  I found excuse after excuse until I realised that I was in danger of talking myself out of it altogether. Why?  Well I thought that they must all be way beyond my standard and I would make a complete fool of myself for even thinking I could be part of it.  I have known runners in the past and they were all, without exception, extremely fit, fast, focused and competitive. Plus had been running for years and years.  Everything I wasn't, in fact.

I decided to give myself a Mitchell brothers - type talking to.  "Oy! Woss goin' on?  Get in there you lightweight!'  And so one Thursday night in October I took one tentative step and plunged into Wonderland. All I can remember is that we ran to Nettleton as far as the street lamps went and then we ran off somewhere else.  They were mainly men, in fact I'm not sure if remember any ladies, and they were very friendly.  They tried to chat with me but I'm afraid that talking and running were not possible at that stage in the game.  The extra effort of doing that nearly finished me off.  I went home the colour of rhubarb and it took three hours for the colour to fade from my face. Strangely enough I recall feeling very motivated and that although the session had been the hardest thing for me, I knew I would go back. The next session was on a Saturday morning. 8.30 am!!! If you know me you know I am very fond of my lie-ins so I can't tell you what a wrench that was.  Still I am very glad I went because that is the day I met T.  What an inspirational lady.  She was in her fifties and was new to running too although she was able to do longer distances than me.  She was just what I needed, great company to run with and full of tales.  We ended up doing 7 miles, the longest I had ever run.  First lesson of Caistor Running Club - whenever anyone tells you the length of a run don't forget to add 20% at least.

The next Thursday another lady, J, turned up.  Once again we were a similar age and level so we ran together very well and I felt really good about being part of the club. I distinctly remember the way we would need to walk up the hills and how one club member had told me that he used to do the same when he started but now he was able to keep going.  I didn't believe that would happen to me of course. I wondered if I would ever stop slightly dreading the club sessions.  'Dreading?' you say, 'why would you go to something if you hated it?' Yes it does seem ridiculous doesn't it? It wasn't that I hated it, it was just that I knew it was going to be hard and I never knew if that was going to be the day that I would decide I just wasn't up to it.  What I did know is that I never ever regretted going and that every time I went made me a better runner.  Not to mention the great company of course.  Everyone was so supportive and so encouraging of what, to some of them, must really have been the most basic of achievements.  Ooh! Well breathed there!
Nobody ever made me feel useless or inconvenient and believe me there was often quite a bit of waiting for me to catch up. Or times when someone would have sacrificed their own run to trot along next to me the silent, staring, huffing, hunched figure. Of course even though I'm singing their praises you have to know that they did try to kill me on Mansgate Hill.  But they did not succeed! Even though I did go home and climb into a sleeping bag on the sofa and sleep for two hours. And they did have me run across a field of cows which decided to chase.  That's one way of getting your speed up but I wouldn't recommend it. Slowly week by week I started to improve...